I hate myself a lot most of the time. But, this evening even more so then usual. My girlfriends new job requires professionalism and for her to live a professional lifestyle, something of which she does not have with the company of me. I am a bottom feeder, I barely work a dead end job and up until recently I would bend the law to secure a income. I feel like I drag her down and down to the point where it’s bad for her. I don’t know what to do. If only i was half the person she was.